O Lord, when Thou didst call me, didst Thou know
My heart disheartened thro’ and thro’,
Still hankering after Egypt full in view
Where cucumbers and melons grow?
—’Yea, I knew.’—
But, Lord, when Thou didst choose me, didst Thou know
How marred I was and withered too,
Not rose for sweetness nor for virtue rue,
Timid and rash, hasty and slow?
—’Yea, I knew.’—
My Lord, when Thou didst love me, didst Thou know
How weak my efforts were, how few,
Tepid to love and impotent to do,
Envious to reap while slack to sow?
—’Yea, I knew.’—
Good Lord, Who knowest what I cannot know,
And dare not know, my false, my true,
My new, my old; Good Lord, arise and do
If loving Thou hast known me so.
—’Yea, I knew.’—
Christina Georgina Rossetti
Before 1893